YA!
I m gonna STUDY soon..
Receive a message from 15888 yesterday..
It says, " Tahniah! Anda ditawarkan ke Program KPLSPM Ambilan Jun 2011."
Hmmn... I don know why i feeling lost and sad at that time..
Everything just come tooooo sudden!
×晴天霹雳× lolll
Maybe i still haven't prepare to leave Sibu..
My family, my siblings, my friends, my Doggie, church, him and life in Sibu..
*First SAD*
And..
I can't accept to teach in Sekolah Kebangsaan (SK) after i am graduated!!
How can i teaching in a 'non-chinese' school....... :(
How can i teaching in a 'non-chinese' school....... :(
*Second SAD*
And..
The major subject i study is Bahasa Cina..
Why??!
Why not Mathematics that i like is the major one??!!
*Third SAD*
And..
I have to study for 5.5 years!!
I am soooo old compared to others after i am graduated!!!
Others maybe have go out working and earning money or even marrying BUT I am still studyinggg!!
*Fourth SAD*
I JUST CANNOT ACCEPT THESE!!
Argh~~~!!
But what can i do??
Just let it be..
After thinking openly and positively, and also opinions from others,
At last i have make my decision..
That is, JUST GO FOR IT..
That is what GOD have arranged for me..
Maybe that's my FUTURE..
And luckily my martab kampus is at Kuching, Batu Lintang..
Nearer to Sibu..
And many of my friends study at Kuching..
We can take care of each other..
HeHe~
Thanks GOD!!
Thanks GOD for everything..
GOD, please lead and help me in my future, in everything..
*Praying*
I am scared, i am worried.. :s
But, just try my best!
And to my friends,
Try your best too!
That will be a busy month for me..
Less than one month..
I need prepare a lot of things..
Hanging out with my friends is a MUST..
Gathering, buying, etc..
Busy..
I need TIME and also MONEY.. lolll
Once i think i m gonna leave my life here, complicated feelings.. SAD!!
I m sure i will crying at that time.. :'(
*Nervous* >.<
~Good Luck to all of us~