My Future. :)

Halo my friends.. ~~

How are you??
" I am fine, thank you. :) "

* I hope I can say this out. LOL *

I am busy with courseworksss recently.
Time is FULL!!
But I am trying to enjoy in this busy life. Right?? :)

I have complicated feelings again.
Because I can see my future already.
What I mean??
Means that I choose Institut Perguruan for 5.5 years and give up my university's study.
My decision right or not, everything arranged by God.
I will follow what He give me.
Appreciate what I have now.
Although sometime I will blame to what I have now and why should I stay here.

I really scared actually.
(Who can comfort me now?? XD *kidding*)

I scared I make wrong decision.
I never think of I will study at maktab 2 years ago after I choose Form 6.
Some of my friends here always ask and curious about why I don't go university as I had finish my Form 6 and the course that given to me is a nice course. ( Electronic Engineering Telecommunication @ Unimas )


" Don't you feel wasting your 2 years?? "

My answer: " Hmmnn.... NO :) "

Because I had learn somethings more and more that they can't learn.
I had experience somethings that are special that I never experience it before.
And I had feel somethings that maybe is the only time I can feel in my life.
( Complicated and not understand right?? Nevermind. I know what myself means. HeeHee )

All the sweet, sour, bitter memories I will sure keep in my HEART.
Although they will never return back. :')


I always tell myself nevermind.  :')
Everything can't control by us, so just let it be.
Maybe the way I choose now suit me more.

Anyway, I am glad with some of the lecturers that teach me here, especially the Chinese teachers.
I learn a lot.
I will try and learn anything that is new to me if I have the chance.

Good luck to me. 

And always wish me happy happy n HAPPY!
♥ ENJOY LIFE ♥



*Praying*

;)